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Chapter Forty-One
JEN RAFFERTY SAT OPPOSITE EDWARD CRAVEN in the interview room. It was chilly — the heating must be on a timer at weekends – and she was hungry. She’d offered to get the duty solicitor for Craven, but he’d refused. A uniformed officer she scarcely knew sat beside her. The recorder was running and she’d identified everyone present for the machine.
The curate looked impossibly young, much younger than his real age, which she knew now was twenty-seven. He was wearing jeans and an open-necked shirt, a tweed jacket, and looked, she thought, like a posh Oxbridge student in a nineties time warp. His black shoes were highly polished. Jen supposed he’d wear those for work. He looked as if he’d been crying. She struggled to push away the pity, to think instead of Rosa, confused and hurt, of Janet Holsworthy, who’d been intimidated and humiliated by three powerful men.
‘Tell me what happened.’ She’d learned from Matthew that open questions worked best with suspects like Craven.
‘Jonathan was away on holiday. What he called a honeymoon. He’d decided that the Woodyard day centre clients should have key workers, people they could chat to about any worries. Not the care staff they met every day. In case one of the staff was bullying, being abusive.’ He looked up and she saw the blush rise from his neck. He understood the irony in what he was saying. ‘Jonathan was Rosa’s mentor, but because he was on holiday and I was there on a visit, they suggested that I speak to her instead.’
‘I understand.’
‘They shouldn’t have asked me to do that. They shouldn’t have put me in that position. It wasn’t what I was trained for.’ Still making excuses, making up a story to spread the blame. Jen felt the pity drain away completely. ‘You’d already been DBS checked and you could have refused if you felt uncomfortable in the role. I don’t think the Woodyard can take responsibility, do you?’ He didn’t answer and she continued.
‘Where did you meet her?’
‘One of the small meeting rooms had been specially chosen for the sessions. It was furnished to be homely, welcoming. A couple of armchairs. Wallpaper. Rosa was already there when I arrived. She smiled and asked me if I was all right. As if I were the client and she were looking after me. I sat on the arm of her chair, because I thought that was what she wanted. That was how it seemed. I couldn’t help it. She was so …’ he struggled to find the word ‘… available. She smiled again. It wasn’t an innocent smile. It was suggestive. Sexy.’ That was clearly not a word he was accustomed to saying. Another excuse. Another justification. Jen forced herself to stay silent. She wanted to put him straight, to yell at him the things she’d never had the courage to tell her husband: How dare you blame the victim! You were the one with the power. It was nobody’s responsibility but your own. But she imagined her lips zipped shut. Stuck with super-glue. The man would condemn himself with his own words.
Craven was talking again. ‘I put my arm around her shoulders. I thought it might calm her.’ A pause. ‘She was very soft.’ He stopped, looked up. ‘That sounds as if I’m making excuses. I’m not making excuses.’
Oh, but you are. That’s just what you’re doing. Still Jen stayed silent.
‘I wanted to touch her. And I did. I should have had more control, I know that. And then it was all over. Very quickly. And I felt so ashamed and disgusted. I was crying.’ He looked up.
‘Did you rape her?’
‘I didn’t think I had. That wasn’t what it felt like. I didn’t think I’d hurt her.’
‘You did hurt her.’
He nodded, but she still wasn’t sure that he accepted his guilt. ‘You had sex without consent. We need to be clear about this. That was rape.’
Still he seemed unable to accept the fact of his guilt. ‘I told her how sorry I was.’
‘What happened next?’
‘I tried to explain that it was our secret. I wouldn’t tell anyone if she didn’t. She just smiled and asked me again if I was all right.’
‘And then?’
‘I wasn’t sure what I should do. I went to find Caroline. She’d just finished a session with a client and we went for a walk along the river. She could see I was upset. I said I’d have to tell my boss, or the bishop. I couldn’t dream of being a priest now. I’d have to resign.’ He paused. ‘There was a cold wind blowing across the water. I remember that. Hail that stung my face. And do you know? Part of me was relieved to be going, to be leaving the priesthood, the parish. Because I don’t think I’d make a very good priest. I find it overwhelming. The demands. I’m too confused. Too weak.’
‘But Caroline persuaded you?’
‘She said it was my duty to stay. I had so much to give.’
And you’ve always done what Caroline told you.
‘She said she’d be strong enough for both of us.’ ‘So, you carried on with your life and said nothing.’
‘Yes!’ He looked up at her. ‘And I thought she was right.
Really, that seemed the brave thing to do. The least easy.’ ‘When did you know that the incident hadn’t just gone away?
That Rosa’s mother had found out?’
‘Christopher Preece asked to see me. He called me to his house. I thought he might call in the police, or at the very least demand my resignation, but he said the work that was happening at the Woodyard was more important than me, more important than my conscience. I had to stay away, never come to the place again, never mention what had happened with Rosa to anyone.’ He paused. ‘I promised. What else could I do?’
‘Did he ask you to stay away from his daughter?’
‘No!’ That seemed to astonish Craven as much as it did Jen. ‘He didn’t ask that of me.’ A pause. ‘He said I made her happy and that was all he’d ever wanted.’ A pause. ‘I think he liked the power he had over me. He said if I ever did anything to upset her, he’d tell the police.’
‘Tell me about the abduction of Christine Shapland.’ Jen wondered what the time was and glanced at her watch. Outside it was still quite dark. She wished she’d had the chance to phone the kids before she started the interview; they’d both be well asleep by now.
‘That was horrible! A terrible mistake!’ ‘You picked up the wrong woman.’
‘Preece phoned me, told me my actions had come back to haunt me, to haunt the Woodyard. He said Lucy Braddick had proof. There was an item of clothing with semen stains. A skirt. She’d know where it was.’ The blush again as if the words were worse than the action of abducting a vulnerable adult. ‘He said I should pick up a woman with Down’s syndrome, who’d be wearing a purple cardigan. I should say I’d been asked to give her a lift to Lovacott but I was to take her to a flat in Braunton.’
‘Who gave you the key to the Braunton flat?’
‘Nobody. They said it had been left there, under a slate, next to the door.’
‘Go on.’
‘I was to ask her to give me the clothes she’d stolen from Rosa, or to tell me where they were, and then I was to let her go. But yes, I got the wrong woman. I couldn’t even get that right. She didn’t understand the questions I was asking. It was a nightmare! I didn’t know I had the wrong woman until I got a phone call. I asked what I should do and they said it was my mess and I should sort it out.’
Jen thought about that. Preece had known that Craven had abused one vulnerable woman, but he’d set him up to be alone with another, in a situation where she’d be scared and powerless. ‘Did you touch her?’
‘No!’ The question seemed to horrify him. ‘Of course not. I was scared and I just wanted it to be over. I was panicking. I left her in the flat with food and drink. I knew Preece would be angry if I didn’t get what he wanted, but it was horrible. Such a mess. I just wanted to run away, but I couldn’t do that.’ He looked up. It was almost as if he wanted Jen’s approval. ‘I did the right thing in the end.’
Again, she forced herself not to respond, to keep her voice even. ‘You took Christine to Simon Walden’s flat. He’d already died by then.’ She paused for a beat, looked straight into his eyes. ‘Did you kill him?’
‘No!’ Craven was spluttering in his panic. ‘No! I didn’t know who the flat belonged to. I was just following orders. I didn’t know that Walden had anything to do with Rosa. As far as I knew, he was a homeless man with mental health problems. Someone who’d turned up drunk to the church and whom we’d helped. Someone Caroline had taken pity on.’
Another of her lame ducks. Someone like you. Jen thought about that. But really, you had nothing in common with Simon Walden. He was on the side of the angels.
‘Someone searched Walden’s flat after you dropped Christine at Lovacott. Was that you?’
‘No!’ Now he was crying.
Jen couldn’t tell if they were tears of fear or frustration. They certainly weren’t tears for Simon Walden. ‘Where were you this afternoon?’
‘I was with Caroline this morning. Then I had a series of meetings with parishioners. People who wanted to organize baptisms and funerals. Their names and phone numbers will be in the office. You can call them, check.’
‘And then?’
‘Then we spent the afternoon together.’ He paused. ‘Really, I couldn’t go through that again. The stress of picking up the woman and asking questions that she didn’t seem to understand. You don’t know what it was like. I was on the verge of a breakdown. I still dream about it.’
And I expect she does too.
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